存在的痕跡

It's July again .... at year 2002 i was graduated from TARC , stayin the KL TAR college for just only a month time in the Advance Dip ...have no choice but got to get out from there cause of financial problems .... I still remember what i told myself that time "  Earning money and work out a career isnt just about paper  ... i have something that others dont have ... People use 2 yrs to get what they want , i'll use 3 yrs then..... If i am destiny to prove to others that i could do it without having a degree certification , so be it. "

 

By that time it was all fresh and new for me , tho i got only ngam ngam pass de english to converse with people and interviewer , but with my Diploma in Merit only , not one ever want to take me as a Junior Programmer ... Diploma is way too fresh too noob for them to hire , not to mention they got to consider will i leave the company after used them as training ground ... well ...i must admit , definitely i need a training place when i just get into the society working ... they just doing the right thing for themselves.

 

After a months of time ..going out to look for job and interview almost every day or 2 , had applied with not less then 100 jobs but only 13 interviews i been to. It's not easy to have them consider a Diploma , and in that 12 interviews , 5 of them is just job agency to have your profile include into their database , 1 fake agency where only want your money for the so call services but actually did nothing , 3 finance / broker company would want you to bring in more accounts through your family and friends , and ... finally 2 would like me to wait for the news if there is any 2nd interview , 1 asked me to apply for the sales position cause eventually i have more experience and they think i'm doing better instead of just with my diploma knowledge.

 

I didnt take up all those offer , continued my search for a job in the IT field , where it ends at August , i started to work as a Sales Promoter for fragrance - lasted for 9 months. The job is a freelance work , where you take 1 promotions of those fragrance normally would be 1 week , and you got to have next offer for another promotions so you would get your income continue coming. I can assure you , you wont feel like want to have such holiday when there is no job offer. “今日不知明日有冇饭吃” 的滋味实在很彷徨。Work for 10 hours a day , standing straight without any seats provide , holding 2 bottels of water spray , prepare to jump into infront of any past by customer to deliver them a piece of test paper , praying that fragrance sense right for them and they willing to stop to listen of you for more info. Some customer just joke around and enjoy the free fragrance to have on all over their body - Gosh even got a few times those people spray difference sense of perfume .... the mixture just would kill anybody. BTW during that time , i dont have to apply any perfume cause doing this job , those sense are like stick on you forever even after you get home and take bath - you cant get rid of it.

 

After the fragrance sales job , i go for interview very often and when my saving is about to run out , i get to this job from e-Genting : a Customer Serivce personnel, RM 1100 permonth. I got to receive calls , answer enquiries of the products and MUST try to sell it. At the beginning i learn it well and trained my english converse skill , but yet i quit the job. A very minor part is due to the salary , but where the most i concern is , this project , from AIA , selling the accident insurance for old folks that exceeded age 55 , but it ends up that after a few months working.... i found a lot of misdirection words in the brochure and for me i'lll call it HOAX.

I quit the job  after i found another one which is being a Juniopr Consultant in an IT jobs agency - I thought i would be able to fasten up the process to find a way to put myself back into the IT line , if i could get a hand on those available IT jobs in the market , before anyone else. Worked around 3 months at there only , it is because i couldnt take it at all -  by staring at ppl's resume, read documents for the whole day without any break , work around whole day just in the Microsoft Outlook for candidates resume and e-mails. But i did learn a lot - I got the experience and understanding of how is the Agency working , how do you make a attractive resume and what is the proper way to present yourself during the interview , what score the most for an interviewer to mark it on you , the procedures of how is your application being process and goes to the real job's vacan company .... Everything is very previous for my whole life as i learnt a lot.

 

Quit this Job's agency consultant job right after i found this : e-Games Sdn. Bhd. http://www.e-games.com.my . It's the most impact to my life ever . At first , i was playing this game introduced from my friend : Kelvin aka JMD http://BabyPiggyCactus.spaces.msn.com -  Dragon Raja. It's an MMORPG  , where i get to know a lot of friends from there and we become close friend in real life. I was playing this game and then there was a news  : Terra ICT have got their loan from Government of  60 Million to develope the Online Game portal leading in South East Asia. Therefore i go to Dragon Raja websites , go to their job vacna section , applied for the position of System Support.